Life Personal Teens Thoughts

Chaos

August 8, 2015
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The world hears you with its deficient ears – choosing the loud noise this pathetic world makes instead of the silent melody you sing in your heart.

It is unbelievable how sad you can be. Like you’re really not alone and you have friends, and you have someone to talk to, and you have numerous things to do to keep yourself busy, but all the while, you just feel like you are not there. You are absent. You are nothing. You are invisible.

And it is unbelievable how the world can crumble you like you’re a very delicate paper who can be teared apart so easily. The world treats you as fragile as a glass and instead of taking care of you, it opts to break you. The world looks at you like you’re a dust in a galaxy of stars, like it can just blow you off at any second that they don’t need you anymore. The world hears you with its deficient ears – choosing the loud noise this pathetic world makes instead of the silent melody you sing in your heart.

But it is also unbelievable that there’s that balance between the world and your mind. There’s that similarity connecting you and this planet, covering for the differences of yours and the world’s. Because somehow, there is this chaos in your mind, and a havoc in the cosmos. There is this war inside you and by some means, it equals to the mess of the reality. And with this, you fight two bodies with yours – you fight your outside and battle with your inside.

But it is unbelievable how sometimes, you get to raise your sword in celebrating your victories, and how sometimes, you bow your head and look at the ground symbolizing your defeat. You know you are not that strong to fight but you believe that you owe the world its peace. So you choose. You choose to fight the monsters in your mind. You choose to put order in this messed up world. You choose to bring magic to the absurdity of reality. And finally, you choose to survive. Not because you don’t have a choice but because you were given a choice.

It is unbelievable how everything ends, how nothing lasts. So even if you survived the hardest clashes the world could ever throw at you, you still couldn’t run from that one big escape from the world, from the reality. And in that moment, you would be given two questions – is it that you gave up and stood still while the world is dying to make time pass or is it that you chose to live and make a difference while the world seemed to not want you in it?

And when the answer is clear, this is where it all ends.

With love,

Myrra

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